Incredible! A blog post!
mars 3rd, 2010 -- Posted in Dance, Musings, Photography | No Comments »
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Hellooooooooooo and welcome on this ridiculous blog: one post every two months is begining to be my average, if you can believe it… And I’m not even talking about Escape Monotony, which is falling in disrepair… But one has other things to do than lurking on the web, and it’s rather a good sign on my mental health when I fall out of the virtual reality for long periods of time. The only thing I keep up is still my Shuttercal, as I find it at the same time challenging and undemanding, time wise (I’m late on filling up march, but January and February are full!).
Well, after more snow than we’ve seen in years, spring is just around the corner and honestly, I can’t wait for warmth to seep in my weary bones and muscles. All the more since I’ve been dancing like crazy (and getting injured accordingly) and the cold is a terrible thing for dancers.

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Amongst the dancing highlights of the last two months I count a workshop with Linda in a gorgeous theater (pic on the left) and a bellydance workshop in Nîmes with Linda and Amy Sigil from Unmata, a force of nature to be reckoned with (pic below)! She’s organizing for Linda to come on a US workshops tour next Autumn, and let me tell you I’m already saving up to join her, at least part of the way (I’d love to dance for Blood Moon, for instance!)
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I’m slowly but surely reshaping my life around this simple discovery (and acceptation of the fact that): I’m not good at being “outside myself” all the time. Thus I’m not good at depending on my art to make a living, as you have to be constantly turned towards the outside, and I personnaly like to choose wether I want to be “show girl” or not (most of the time, it’s “not”). So, without giving up dancing at all, I’m pursuing a new (and more remunerative I hope!) career in translation and the publishing business in general. Hopefully at some point I’ll start writing my own books, but for now I’m perfectly happy translating other’s! And I realize also that what’s more important for me right now is to make enough money in my “independant” lifestyle to be free to travel and be wherever I want, whenever I want!

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The house is coming around nicely, and though I’m in a “decorating pause”, I’m sure it’ll soon pick up again. I’m trying at the moment to find informations on my great great grand mother Ekaterina, who came from Russia and on whom we know next to nothing. In this process I’ve taken up Russian, which is a crazy but fascinating language. And now I have even less time to blog!!! :p
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I’ll be 28 next week, and I’m coming to terms with quite a bit right now, from my “unfitness” to the entertainment world to the fact that I cannot see myself assuming any kind of “fixed” identity, ever. Once you’ve put on an external “costume” that says “I’m this”, then you have to act like “this” all the time, wether you feel like it or not. And I’m a different person, with different aspirations, everyday or almost. The drawback of this frame of mind is that if people can’t categorize you, most won’t see you. Which wouldn’t be a problem if my ego wasn’t so big!!!! :p

Anyway… this is kind of a summary of the last two months! The good thing is: I’m begining to have enough work to be able to make a living, which is quite new for me! Wow! And my house is amazing (I have to take more pictures and post them here, but suffice to say: oriental tent under the slanted roof, 2.50 meters desk, and enough room to host 8 people!)

I’m a very lucky girl, and I’m trying to keep it that way by not worrying too much (it tends to block the good coming your way). And by the way, if you know anyone in need of a french to english or english to french translation, don’t hesitate to point them in my direction!
On this, my friends, I tell you bye until next time!















Hello everyone!

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